To my younger self

Im sorry I don't tell you I love you enough I'm sorry I give my all to others but not to you I'm sorry I don't make time for you I'm sorry I learned to hate you I'm sorry I wished to grow and leave you behind I'm sorry I punish you for wanting to come out I'm sorry I wasn't in the right place for you to have fun and grow I'm sorry I never told I I'm proud I'm sorry I left you within the depths of my soul for so long I'm sorry I can't touch your skin with hugs of reassurance like you've always wanted ... but most of all I'm sorry for not being what you wanted to be.