To my most recent

To my the most recent and the freshest wound, you betrayed the love you once wanted to protect. maybe you felt something in the beginning, but then you made up your mind of never giving us a fair chance at life. you wanted to feel the love but you never wanted to give it away, so you always held onto your armour and i couldn't chisel it away. there were some moments when you showered me with love but they were a few and then you always told me to keep my love at bay. I still am angry at you for i still feel you denied love for us both and it shouldn't have been because of the one sided decision that you made. -Faitharman