to my lost son

My child, who never saw the light, I, your mother, love you so deeply. It's been hard for me to forget you, And to forgive my own wounds. If only I could hold you now, Gaze into your eyes with a love so unique, But today, your soul resides in heaven, Because I failed to protect you. My heart remains wounded, Uncertain if it will ever heal. Forgive me, my child's mother, I write so that if you can see, Know that I love you dearly. I will never forget you, Forever, my beautiful son, My dearest Nemuel.