to my favorite friend

hey, I remember we barely knew each other but now I would never be without you because when Nova and emma left me I planned to attempt on June 3rd but then I reached out to you and then I realized there are still people who like me for me and who didn't leave me at my worst I feel they want me dead, but just because I care about you and love being around you, I am still alive. I know you're not gonna see this because how could I show you this? how could I measure up the confidence to show you this? I really do like you. You are so cool, and everything about you is perfect. I wish I could be as good as you, but you are still my friend for some reason I just wanted to let you know that you are amazing, and I wanna say thank you. thank you for being there, thank you you saved my life and didn't know it I would've been dead but I'm not and you did it for me and I wish I could do enough for you... I wish I could do what you did I really do but you are freaking amazing and kind and perfect and talented ❤️ 💖 💓 💗 💕 and you are enough