to my bestie

what if I die here tonight? take the knife from the kitchen and stab my fears away. no one would miss me why would they? wait I remember that phone call I made to you while walking close to a highway talking about, "hope I don't get run over lol," went to turn off the speaker phone accidently hung up on you. tried at least a hundred times to call you back but the wifi was shitty and my call wouldn't go through until I had gotten home and when I did manage to call you back, I heard you crying on the other end telling me that you thought I had died and that you would have no idea how to live without me you have no idea how much that meant to me. that someone cared enough about me to cry for me. to let out tears just for my sake. so for now, I think I'll keep living least I can do for you, my bestie