to much

why am I always to much? why do I try? why do I care? I care a lot cause i wanne help i try to hard cause I want to help and im to much because I want someone to care and want to help me but why is it because I want love no I need it I need someone to love me I need someone to care I wanne scream but no one hears I wanne cry my eyes stay dry So please just someone tell me why why wont I give up? why wont i stop trying? why cant I accept that no one cares? ill never be anyones favorite ill never be anyones number one ill never be anyones at all