To Love ❤️‍🩹

Maybe I'm not worthy to find love or I'm i running away from it Scared to love I'm just unsure I just made a decision I thought I had a vision It's hard to love or is my heart just shut I'm confused why can't I love someone I hope it's for a great reason I did this Push someone who loves me away But I didn't love him, but scared of letting him go When will I love? And who will I love? I'm so curious to know if I would ever