to L

it's been 3 years since the last time we talked and I honestly miss u I miss the way we used to text everyday Meet up from time to time How we used to talk and cuddle at the lake watching the swans swim around And honestly it hurts I knew u never liked me the way I liked u But still I never understood why u would kiss me Because remember u didn't feel the way I felt u would grab my cheeks and put both of ur hands on them and slowly bend down to kiss me I would kiss u back and I can still remember the butterflies I had walking back home after it happened. I knew u would never like me But still after 3 years I still ask myself Why did u kiss me if u didn't like me And besides that u stole my first kiss... Which will forever hurt me Because I wanted it to be special I wanted it to be by someone who truly loves me and doesn't play with my heart I was exactly 13 back then I was full with love and missed u every second we weren't together u gave me the right amount of attention at the right time that I needed but now I'm ready to let go so I just wanna thank u for once being in my life But I'd rather stay strangers because Everytime we see each other we look at eachother but we know it hurts