To kill

I want to kill. I want to feel the power of taking another humans life, knowing their soul will never return to this hellish earth because of me. Knowing that i ended the life of a divine being, knowing that the reason those eyes will never see life again is because of. Knowing that its by my hand, my godly ability ti create and also destroy, is the reason someone will no longer suffer but also no longer experience the beauties this world has to offer. I want to see the life slip from their body, their heart stop and their limbs go cold. I want to see them take their last breath, spreading the last essence of their being into the universe, finally becoming a oart if the universe. Maybe because i need to feel powerful, maybe because I want to ruin as much as I can, maybe because it would finally help me understand how precious life is. So delicate that anyone or anything can end it at anytime. We are all divine beings made of and by the universe, and we all have the power to take the beautiful thing of a human life, both from ourselves and eachother. We all have the power to stop a beating heart, to make someone take their last breath, to make their blood turn cold.