to heavy

as though it seems it'll fade it'll never go away, as though the agony bleeds through your brain, the scars on your arms they never fade, but who cares when it makes you feel a certain way, the pains to heavy to bare as though its like gold, my brain is like bitter gold to hard to break , with pain that never gets old, my heart's heavy, to heavy to hold as though it's aching, with dry blood from words that haunts my soul, my tears never show but only when I'm alone that's just depression in my soul, always say sorry as your to blame , even when it's trauma that got in the way