TO GOD

It's said, you know our life from birth to death If that's true then why did you give me my first breath If you know everything I'm going to do before it's eve done Then why couldn't you of choose for my parents, a different son Let's go back to my first days of unhappiness My first days of junior high I learned I'm going to have to carry this All through school bullied and broken Shuving my feelings deep showing no emotion My dad gave me a choice, finish school or quit and work for him I think he knew my life was grim He gave me knowledge and taught me about life But none of this pulled me from my life of strife I found drugs not long after I quit Even tho I was happy, it was my worst decision I'll have to admit Around 2015 I found this woman that now is my wife Even tho I'm deeply in love with her, her words can cut deeper than a sharp knife She has been my one and only from the day I said I love you Even tho almost everyday she believes other women I'm into Her thoughts and words built my walls back up And always felt and feel like a kicked and beating pup I still hope in our merriage, true happiness is what I find Even if she leaves me one day, I'll always call her mine