to end it

well idk how I feel or atleast how to translate feeling to words but I do know I want peace the unsurpassed feeling of painless.. sometimes the feeling of completely cutting thee air supply from my lungs feels like it ... I want to drown myself I want to stop feeling to end it ! is wat I want to be away from all this misery I don't know y I'm on this side of life but I am... to end me to end my existence. is slowly becoming thee missing piece to the unending painful puzzle....