To dad

it's never been me it's always been kaiya she got what she wanted while got nothing she got to open one of my presents I couldn't open one of hers she always cried after only opening one of mine you took her to walmart to get presents I wanted to go you told me "You already have enough presents" you got her 2 presents things were never fair I got in trouble when she messed up you didn't want to see your favorite daughter upset you never believe me Austria made that clear Kaiya could have her own thoughts and feelings I could not if I disagreed or had other thoughts I got in trouble you are so unpredictable you told me I would live with you if I didn't start talking to you again mom told me the court said that kaiya and I have to live with mom you couldn't stand to see me happy so now you don't see me at all I sprained my ankle in Austria while skiing you didn't care you forced me to walk on it I'm happy you're in Germany I argued for months with mom just so I didn't have to talk to you it's been 2 years since I stopped talking to you it's been under a year since since you hurt me in Austria my panic attacks have been terrible the trauma is awful I have trust issues your side of the family is awful I hate you