To Confess or not

If only she would say yes to when I confess or would she turn and say no to my distress Would we be able to speak could we face each other if she were mine then things would turn fine. I don't think it's possible I don't think it'd happen maybe I'm wrong maybe I'm right We have been friends for too long for things to turn to love I think if she loved me I'd be happier than a bee. My internal mind is whirling my thoughts are swirling This question needs presenting or I'd never live in the present. So I will ask and see what if us were to be why is that impossible maybe it could be possible! if I