to chose you

you werent just a stopover you werent just a dirve by. you were the reason i staied sober you were the reason i got high. your light shone so bright so you could lit up my life. that spark in your eyes like the morning sunrise. you healed something in me i never knew was broke now i really see what i really need. its not you its version i build in my head i aint perfect too but that version is instead. you will never be what i really need what i see in my future what i build so perfectly. hes the one the perfect one but perfection is transient. so i choose you cause are real i hope you stay i hope you dont pretend. because thats what im afraid of he would never hurt me i know you will but he is me and you are real. and i will love you eatherway unperfectly but surely real.