to be dazzled to bleed

I don't regret the way I loved you. I regret the way I begged for your love and affection begged for you to change tore myself apart for you neglected myself hated myself But the thing is, When you love someone They dazzle you So much For no matter how cruel they may be towards you You are nothing but grateful that they exist And so eager To do anything for them To drop everything for them Which is why, I find it beautiful the way I was dazzled by you How I saw roses in daggers How I believed that every rose has its thorns Even while you bled me dry For that was the way I love So I now can only hope That the next time I find myself dazzled I don't find myself bleeding The way I bled for you ~aqua.mxri.ne