To be

God help me with life. You get what I mean. You watch from above, so you see it all. Help me as well as helping others. Please, God, I cry about my life. Deep inside, for I can't cry outside. adults don't cry, and I am the one who screws up. That is being childish like a child or being a child. So I can't cry even though I don't mean to screw up. But please help, for I don't want these tears anymore. I want to be a better person, the person they want me to be.