To be

You don't comprehend; I have to do all that is in my head for "to be." "To be," all I need but not all I want. Maybe yes, there are some parts that come from my own wishes, but most of them are needs. Because of my own self, my rare spirit, and the way I see life, I've been doing my best not to be involved in some situations that life sometimes brings to us without permission, or that we throw ourselves into. I try hard to avoid them because they are my biggest fears. People said that my mind would change, but here I am, with the same freedom, though.