tired

I'm trying my best But it's not enough if this life is a test why is it endless I can't handle the stress You think I'm lazy I just need to rest Maybe I'm just crazy I keep trying to be Nice But you say I'm too naive So I try to be wise And now I'm mean I'm doing so much in my mind and in my day Life is such a rush I'm just trying to be okay It's piling up I am getting sick of this movie style life I'm trying my best not to give up But the burdens are too rife I miss you Do you miss me too? Or am I just pathetic Or were you just too angelic I feel so unfulfilled Yet so worn out My motivation keeps getting killed On the verge of a blackout