tired

do you ever just feel 𝑇𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑑? not the sleepy tired but the tired that makes you want to disappear the tired of being a problem? like your the one at fault when you only helped the tired of being called a whore or a bitch when you did nothing to deserve it the tired of being told you ruined a person's life when you didn't do anything but help and support them? the tired of just wanting to be loved? the tired of being sleepy? the tired of wanting the pain to end? the tired of wanting to give up on life wanting your life to just end but your to scared to? i might just do it.. maybe, just maybe... ill learn to fly too..