Tired

Showing her emotion doesn't work at all it's as if I'm crying to a brick wall a stone cold heart and venom tipped tongue she is very skilled in the art of breaking my heart but still to her I clung how stupid am I loving a snake that wanted nothing but for me to die but that snake once kept me warm and protected or maybe it was pretending while i was hoping for a happy ending it was plotting on destroying what little i have left of my heart such cruelty and yet I still kept going back to her slowly losing my sanity I guess at some point I had to face reality loving a fire doesn't keep it from burning you loving a killer doesn't stop them from killing you love a brick pointless and senseless just like loving someone who doesn't love you but fuck why can't I unlove her I feel cursed, stuck, trapped in my own heart we had such a great bond which she decided to cut ohhh my mistake I forgot it was all fake it was real to me of course but to her it was all a game I guess I'm to blame taking a game seriously 😂