Tired

I'm tired of pretending Saying I'm okay Hiding my tears Sucking up the pain I'm tired of expectations Weights on my shoulders Pushing, shoving Hurting me I'm tired of my mind Bringing me down A fight against myself Slowly breaking me I'm tired of the hate Destroying my self esteem Making the mirror my enemy How badly I want to break that glass I'm tired of myself Being a burden to others My friends probably hate me Slowly losing everything I'm tired of life Please Give me meaning Please give me purpose And please, make me stay