timing

written by Tanya Sonneman was doing so good as an adult I slipped for every mom I ridiculed later on our roles flipped what happened to me all because he broke me is that what he did in the mirror who's looking back at me am I gonna come back is this forever the person I become I don't like it unable to numb I wake up crying sobbing for ones that aren't there forever a shattered memory life really is unfair I miss the old me my old life and dreams my friends and family replaced with silent screams times going by with or without me in it whether I walk or run times ticking stop this shit