Time after time

I'm in a happy and healthy relationship now, not because I want to make you jealous but because my soul needs this man in my life to hold and squeeze me as tight as he can. Time after time, you come back and make it out to be that nothing happened between us just because you want me back, but guess what i am so happy I lost you because I would've never met the happy and loving soul I am and is with today. Time after time, my life has gotten better not only because you're not in it but because I met the people I now call my second family because that's how close we are. I want to say that yes, although I did love you, I'm healing a part of me right now that I wish I healed sooner. And the craving of being loved again is be fulfilled by someone that's not you