Time

With a broken heart and heavy mind I walk The trees are dark and on the brink of death Why is the world like this The grass cracks under my footing Everything is dying? Why must it die Why must I die? Why can't I die I want to die Kill me please End my suffering Put the blade to my temple and throat and slice My heart burns at the world for what it has done to it I need to end it I can't go on Leave me Leave me to die I want to end it Then everything is silent I look to see who has grabbed my hand Once I see their face The trees turns green and healthy The grass feels long and healthy under my footing My heart begins to cool down My breathing slows My mind quiets And the simple sentence brings me to smile "You ready?" I nod As you talk my heart cools My mind is silent My ears feel light My eyes feel focused I want to live I want to go on Because you are there Showing me the way I didn't know was there The road of hope Way over do But I go there And I will continue to go on As long as you are with me