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it's 10:46 and I promised I'd have my life figured out by 10:30 i do this a lot I create these unrealistic goals and some attempt to find motivation, but in reality, they just leave me feeling failure and frustration cause even in the very rare moments where I complete my goals on time the contentment on visits and I find the next finish line I'm always more in love with the person I could be than the person that I am and that is a very exhausting way to live, because love, it's fulfilling, uplifting, and forgiving but you only give it to yourself in the future and then you'll never find it in the present which is where we're all living so I want to learn how to fix that, but I better get to it cause it's already 10:47 and I want to have all this figured out by 11:00.