till today

till today I didn't realise what love is till today I didn't see what fake friends were till today I didn't see I was suffering till today I still feel nothing no one ever told me life was hard yet you still teach me nothing at all I wait until the moment I shine until today, I wasn't hurt at all I wish, and I wish, and will always wish I had never seen the truth and go back at once I see the lies in people's eyes now I suffer at their laughter I'm the victim always will be till today I realised I was nothing till today I didn't see till today I was blind you see till today I learnt love but all that suffering was for what