Thunder

They are a thunderstorm heading this way. The room is shaken with thunder. It made me doubt myself as a person. When thunder hit me. I look for a safe place in my heart. So I can protect my heart. Because today my day was rookie. I couldn't think straight. It put doubt and made me second guess myself. I know after the thunder, they come to the storm. There is no sun in my light. There are more dark days than light. Every light that comes into my life fades away. So I stay in the clouds. Push through the storm. So I can shine just like the sun. But the cloud days won't stop pushing me to those days when I couldn't swim and thought about the storm. Life keeps pushing my limits. I just wanted to be true to myself. I am trying to put myself first. But something always brings rain. Now I have to put myself last. So I can put myself second because I have to care for my family. So I won't worry about them in the storm. They will know how to swim. How to beat the storm. I don't want them to have clouds day in their life. I want the sun to shine on them. When I walk out, I have to bring the best of me. But they make me feel like they no way I could be drama free. Thunder come and go. By lighting, only hit one. So you tr