Through the window to You

You might call me weird at first, but I don't have the faintest clue how I fell for you. I didn't know much about you, but when I first saw you, I looked at nothing besides your eyes which made me hold and stick like glue. I don't know why it had to be you. Was it because of your mesmerizing eyes? I remember the days when I laid my head on my table to look at the heavens through the window, yet I didn't realize I was directly looking at you. Yes, it was you I was looking at. I was denied, to begin with. You were ignoring me whenever I came close, giving me those disgusting looks whenever you caught me staring at you which made me feel super offended, lol. Because of that, I tend to ask myself " am I even worthy of loving a smart giant like you?". Blinded by the confusion of whether I should make this affection grow deeper or just let things be, I didn't notice you were stealing sight of me every time I wasn't looking. How ironic it is to be noticed by someone whose name was mentioned in every prayer I utter to God. But how could time slip by so fast? How foolish I am to dwell on something I can never bring back. Take me back to the day we met. -ae