ThoughtsNotMine

I sit awake staring at the clock on the wall as if magically it will say times up for me. tick tock tick tock just like my heart beat which pounds away in my chest and won't let me sleep. judging eyes pry the mind denying just lie, still striving to stay alive. doubts creeping encroaching my confidence as if I'm in a constant battle the constant state of defense. no trust cuz my fears get exploited, as my voice get silenced toileted flushed down similar how society crushes the hopes of good-hearted people fighting to be noticed so love don't pass them by.