thoughts of you

I still think of you sometimes. in the middle of the night. when I'm at my lowest. I hate you. I still think of you sometimes. when I need a reason to cry. when I want to see who I was before. I hate you. I still think of you sometimes. and I wish i could stop my thoughts my thoughts of you, the way you are still there I hate you. but sometimes, when I think of you I think of the way it was the way you made me happy I hate you. but I really don't hate you. you made me who I am today, made me.. me I still think of you sometimes. when I need to remember why I love you.