thoughts in the dark

laying in the dark sounds that pierced my heart racing through my head they made me wish that I were dead like a corpse I lay still because I know they'll never know how this feels to wanna break every mirror I pass want to forget I've ever had a past what's the point in living if I'm dying on the inside I try I swear I try and I'll never let them see me cry so I smile and say I'm fine and pray they never see through the lie cause I feel weak even though I know it's what I need my words a distraction because I'm scared of your reaction if I told you what happened that makes me this way how it damaged me more than words can say. break my heart and I'll be okay because there's nothing left to break.