thought's

thinking mind drifting, knowing that I can so evil sometimes or maybe everyday. my thoughts are in a different world. I'm trying to control yet they refuse . I try to conclude myself to do something different something my thoughts are not telling me to do, but there's so much pain and hatred that is filled inside of my mind even though I try to optimistic and patient, more pain and more hatred start's to deeper. the darker it gets the thicker the hole is .