thoughts..

Feeling lost ... in the roller coaster of my thoughts. Wish I could start all again .. but still all that'll go in vain.. Cuz the man won't change. Those feelings of love all those butterflies.. now feel like thorns in my stomach.. I can't swallow even a bite as if my body is denying , all the happiness of the world, feels fake ,i dont want to rhyme .. it's just my thoughts eating me up from inside.