thoughts

This is how my mind works when I'm feeling low The pain runs deep, I can feel it in my soul I think I've given up, so I try to let it go Depression's taking over and I'm losing all control I just wanna hide away, Get away from everyday things and sit here and think... My life's full of shit Some people don't agree but this is really how it is They don't know my story, they don't know my struggle People all around me say they love me But I'll never understand what they see in me I'm sadder than the most I don't have many friends People say they are, but they're not there in the end That is what my life is, it's getting hard to fight it Consider me a loner, but I don't really like it Life is full of darkness, people can be heartless Tried turning on the lights but everything stayed the same This is how my mind works when I'm feeling low I can barely sleep, got thoughts up in my head Anxiety's a bitch, I can't get outta bed My mind is overwhelming, can't you hear me yelling? People think I'm crazy but they never seem to tell me Medication never works, I never leave my room, because that is where I'm safe It's sorta like a prison but it's my happy place Looking at the future, my vision's getting blurry I don't wanna die but I think it all the time I really love music but I'd leave it all behind If I could be at peace My life would be complete with purpose in the world And I don't wanna hurt, can you take away my pain 'Cause I don't wanna live another day to feel the same