Thoughts

When Lana Del Rey said "there's things I wanna say to you, but I'll just let you live" I felt like I understood what she said I felt like a piece of my heart which had forgotten about it's existence started beating again slowly and steadily. I know what it's like to hold emotions, that once made you the happiest but at the same time had the power of killing you slowing with an immense pain the emotion or the feeling that I call love and to keep it within ourselves to prevent ourselves from letting that person to know about it to save a relationship that you already share with them and that you adore the most. The thought of it is so pure, saving a person you're in love with from the emotions that you have inside yourself for them just to protect them from the damage that it promises in secret.