THOUGHTS 💭

Sometimes I think to myself am not fun Am not doing the same things the peers my age are doing out not randomly dressing up nicely going to groove or raves and just drink my heart out. Sometimes I say to myself how boring are you .For how long do you plan on locking up yourself in you room just to read random books and listen to music you know sometimes I feel so embarrassed but then don't do nothing about it . What about my early 20's is this the right way to spend them just by being boring working, sleeping, reading and that's it what if I start dressing up and going out more ? But what if I mess up and end up feeling miserable, I feel like life takes a different turn with everyone and maybe just maybe this is how my turn should be so I'm not going to beat myself up .