Thoughts 💭

I look normal but i talk to myself and laugh afterwards There's always this heavy debate between two worlds when i can't express myself, when i lack the words Many times i appear quiet, but I'm actually havin a loud conversation and sometimes we argue for long, no agreement My best decisions are debated and made there, i take it as improvement When it gets too loud up there i unconsciously say out the words When i get that "is he losing it stare?" , right then and there i know i caused some fear I'm tempted to turn it off but on a second thought, i wouldn't dare