thought/reailiety

i need to rest go crawl in my forever bed my days are done let me lay down my head never open my eyes nor lift my weary head who to say that is so scary to me sounds alot like bliss a dream come true no more worries no more I'm sorry no more why not me what's wrong with me look at me a mess to say the least and look at u looking like you walked off the coast I miss you most wen I'm alone around midnight random songs stir the midnight air an the thought of you flood the gap between my ears hurt me destroy me soul rape me but it'll never convince me to not miss you