Thought about you

Was it lust or love that we felt? Your touch awaken something unique in me, so distinct I instantly recognized it's significance. When our eyes met you captivated me completely. Your smile your laugh, like finding water in the middle of the desert. I wasn't wrong for letting you in, but for lowering my defenses completely. I long for you, I who usually longs without any longing as though I am unconscious and observed in neutrality and apathy, really long for utterly every bit of you.