Thorns Or Petals?

Is it wrong for my heart to glow again? I've been in the shed, waiting for the trimester to end Will I be able to bloom my heart again this time? Or am I going to endure the thorns of mine? What would happen if I bloom myself? Or what would happen if I just locked away myself? Whatever happens to me in the future Will be up to me so sure © Domar Esmabe