this thing called life

Never will I understand this fucked up thing called life. I don't understand people's way if thinking or any of the strife. I wasn't raised or molded to be such a sorry fuck. Sadly I actually care about others when I should honestly give the fuck up. maybe one day I'll see shut for what it really is. instead of this make believe bullshit! I have learned people are never who they proclaim to be. I also learned better off alone is better so I won't be let down and no one can hurt me. I learned never to trust anyone. people change as fast as the moon going down while meeting the sun