This sickness called yearning

Your eyes gaze at me with its might Your smiles give me life Those soft hands, your pale skin, your hair that dances with wind How miserable life without you could've been Those lies keep this mind within itself You're still here with me, you never left Wish i can wake up from this horrid dream Understand that life isn't as bad as it seems. Words can't describe this feeling inside The longingness i feel, my heart won't subside As i gaze upon our precious days How did it all go to waste? I wish I could turn this all around Forget this feeling, destroy this frown If life can be bought in mysterious ways I'll pay it all, just to see those days. I found myself staring at the stars Reminding myself that you're too far This feeling of sickness that has no cure How long should i endure?