This or That??

Am I calling out ? Do you hear me? Is it a sound or a noise ? The rain can pour hard, but the wind still remains Poise You don't understand ?? Am I a reflection of my choice ? Why am I asking so many questions ? Maybe I have the answers, but my mind is a bit disturbed Am I troubled, or am I blind ? I fear the crowd, or I can't speak ? Am I grown, or am I the boy that would run around in little jeans? Is it who I've become, or is it from my genes ? Am I alone, or am I surrounded by the things that I can't see ? Am I a product of an already existing reality, or am I the construct of the mind of a supreme being ? Am I just sand, or am I the breath ? Questions ... asking them make me feel like I've never lived Do I wish for an easier life, or do I wish to consistently cry ? Am I alive outside, or am I dead inside ? Am I your friend or am I your neighbour in this house we call earth? Do you know me by my name or do you know me by my mistakes? Who are you ? Who am I? Hmmmmmm ... aren't you already tired of asking ? Get into your house The rain is pouring, and there's a leak It's time to get to work and fix Fix what's already broken, or you'll break more You're not stupid ... you're just lost.