~This one friend~

We all know this one old friend. Many people don't like her. They are scared of the pain she might bring to you. They think that she has a dark vibe. They want to hide, but no matter the distance you have to her, you can't escape. I can't relate, to the feelings they have towards her. To me she is special. But she is so much more. She lays with me on the floor, when I'm trying to find comfort in my room. She is warm and bright and she has a hopeful side, she only shows to a few people. To those who struggle with life. To those who lost all hope through school and other problems. To those who can't see another way, to get out of this gray world. Yeah, maybe I romanticize it. But death seems like a nice person. I'm still young. But sometimes I wish that she wouldn't be so far away, so that we can meet some day. ~M~