this little heart of mine

Everyone says happiness comes from the inside Well I am but sad inside What now then? Where do I go from here? Am I doomed to be that way forever? Will it ever get any better? It's a flood on my insides My heart is sinking and might as well drown I too do feel down a lot lately I kinda feel bad for myself The situation is actually sad If only I could be there for myself But I can't be I don't really want to be Even if I wanted to be I just can't be