This is the time

now I know what I have been through now I know I had rather live I want to forget and leave maybe this way my heart is free to love but at the same time I am here lost in the wind that bring clam and let it flow I know who I am and I shall be strong but hurt hits so hard that I shall even give up but you appeared and a light in the sky came on part of me likes you I am sorry but I need to sort myself out part of me wants to get to know you I am sorry but I need to sort myself out....