This is me

I am so tired of trying to be me when you keep douth me. So I cover my face. So you won't see the real me because there will douth me. There won't see me as I see myself. That makes me douth myself. So, hard to get out of my comfort zone. Because the unknown scares me. It's like I am a curse. It is like I am a trap. It is like lying to myself because trying to take a step is tricky. Not believing in myself is problematic because it is what my heart wants. I wish I could step out and say this is me. See the look in their eyes. There to say she made it. With everything she went threw and said to me, I made it. Now I can be me without fear in my heart. Steel is trying to find the words. But people's reactions keep me for taken steps. When there look at me, they see my past. My past always put fear in my heart. I am searching for a break thew. But I always keep getting kicked down. I am trying to get where I need to be. I am tired of failure. I want to put myself first. There put fear in my heart. I don't wish to stock here. I want to open that door and say I made it. I look back on my life. You didn't break me. I am here because I broke free. Fear didn't stop me. I made it. Because I believe in myself. I let go