This is how life is

I'm Writing this because I'm bored Why do I keep making more my friends might see this but I don't care just let me do this when I try so hard It's like I want to be at a bar Shadows are like in the dark but you sometimes want to shine like a spark I do sometimes try hard but I don't want to go to far I will never give up until I break myself to have the only thing and I guess it's my wealth? when i get sad but sometimes I want to be mad.But my friends help until I have joy like for real what's wrong with you boy but every time I feel like a mug but my friend would give me a hug but you must never give up so be happy and rest on a rug when we don't want a girl but when they break up it's like your heart is going down a swirl and when that one was the one you feel like your going to punch someone so that's why people are like this but do they really want to decide a risk all we do is the same but hey who can we blame when you feel so lonely you feel like a phony and when you have that girl to cheer you on its sometimes like you want to sing a song we play videos games but the girl doesn't like that so I guess we're not always the same By-Baez