This Feeling

This feeling of loneliness, This feeling that prevents you from being happy, This feeling that pushes you further and further away from genres, This feeling of not being able to change anything, To be another, Ask yourself why me, I want to scream scream, I can't take it anymore, I can't take it anymore, To live like this is too much for me, Seeing the people I love suffer before my eyes, Pretend to be happy, Deep down I'm not happy, Need a light, Need a color, I don't want to live in a black and white world, I am alone, I feel loneliness, I want to live, I'm having fun but why is it so strong for me, Just need bright colors, Colors that liven up,